Kernels Eternal

What’s the most precious or expensive thing you’ve ever had? Maybe it was something or someone you saved for, longed for, prayed for, cherished dearly when you got it, and thought you could never live without. Now imagine losing it completely—gone in a way you could never retrieve it. At first, the loss feels painful, even pointless. You feel the heart wrenching ache of knowing that it is gone forever. But the Bible tells us that there is still hope.

John 12:24 -“Very truly I tell you, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds.” 

These words are spoken by Jesus at as He is in his final week before the cross. He’s in Jerusalem for Passover, and the crowds are buzzing—some are hailing Him as the Messiah with palm branches, but others are whispering doubts. Greeks (Gentiles) have just approached Philip asking to see Jesus, signaling that His message is spreading beyond the Jews. In response, Jesus starts talking about His “hour” coming—the time of His glorification through death and resurrection.

Kernel that stands.
When Jesus spoke about a kernel of wheat, He revealed that death isn’t the end—it’s the doorway to multiplication. Think about a kernel while it’s still on the stalk, alive in the field. It’s safe, wrapped in a protective shell. It looks smooth, whole, and beautiful. It sways in the soft breeze, enjoys the gardener’s daily care, and draws steady nourishment from the soil. Life seems secure. Yet even in all these favorable conditions, one thing remains true—it stays alone. Its potential is locked inside, never released. And if it never falls and breaks open, that potential dies with it. In time, the kernel may wither on the stalk or be eaten, leaving no legacy behind.

Kernel that falls.
But when the kernel of wheat falls to the ground, everything changes. It separates from the stalk, buried in dark, unseen soil, and breaks open—dying to its former form. Hidden away, it no longer feels the soft breeze, basks in sunlight, or enjoys the gardener’s daily care. At first, it seems lost in obscurity. Yet in that very process, life begins. Roots push downward, a shoot rises, and slowly a harvest emerges. The kernel releases the life hidden inside, and what was once a single seed multiplies into many. Its purpose is fulfilled: producing fruit, blessing others, and sustaining life. Through death comes abundance, through breaking comes growth, and what seems lost becomes a legacy.

Jesus – the first kernel
Jesus is the first kernel that fell and died, yet in His death, He brought life to the world. Like a single seed, He left the glory of Heaven to enter the world, fully human yet fully God. On the cross, He “fell to the ground” in death, appearing defeated to the world. For three days it seemed that all hope was lost, and that death has indeed won. But this was not the end—just like a kernel in the soil, His death unlocked life. Through His resurrection, Jesus produced the ultimate harvest: salvation, eternal life, and the promise that anyone who follows Him can bear fruit beyond what they could imagine.

Kernel named Paul
In Galatians 2:20, Paul says, “I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me.” Paul died to his old life as a Pharisee, took on the unglamorous task of being a missionary, faced shipwrecks, beatings, and imprisonment. But in the end churches sprang up all over the Roman Empire.

Modern Day Kernels


Charlie Kirk: On September 10, news from Utah broke our hearts—Charlie Kirk, founder of Turning Point USA, was assassinated while speaking at Utah Valley University. Only 31 years old, a young dad giving everything to inspire the next generation, he faced protests and attacks for boldly standing for faith, family, and freedom. He could’ve chosen comfort, but instead he “died daily” to ease, and in the end paid the ultimate cost. Like a kernel of wheat that falls and multiplies, his life is already bearing fruit. Turning Point USA has reached millions, sparking faith and activism among students, and now his story is igniting others to carry the torch. Pray for his wife Erika and their two little ones—may God turn their grief into purpose.

Graham Staines: In 1999, Australian missionary Graham Staines and his two young sons were burned alive in their Jeep by extremists in Orissa, India. The tragedy was unspeakable, yet just days later his wife, Gladys, publicly forgave the killers and carried on the mission for years. That courageous act planted seeds far beyond their loss. Today, the village where it happened has multiple churches, dozens have come to Christ—including some from the very mob—and the mission has grown with hospitals, hostels, and outreach programs. Their suffering became a harvest of grace and healing.

Kernels in Family
In my own family, I’ve seen firsthand what it means to live as a seed for Christ. My late grandmother, Alummoottil Ammachi, wasn’t a missionary, yet she served the Lord with a quiet, sacrificial heart. Widowed at just 45, she raised six children while still putting generosity first—often giving to others even if it meant her own family went hungry.

My uncle, the late Pastor M.I. Thomas, spent more than 50 years serving in Gwalior, India. Beatings, cuts, bruises, and crushing poverty were daily realities for his family. Yet through his endurance, the Lord planted churches that still stand strong across that region today.

And many of you may know about my daughter Hannah, who went to be with the Lord last year at just 16. She poured herself into serving right up until her final days. Though losing her has been our greatest heartbreak, her life has already inspired a wave of young people in our church to step up and serve.

Each story reminds me that the kernel must fall and “die” before it multiplies. Pain isn’t wasted in God’s hands—He turns sacrifice into harvest.

Life Application:
Whatever you’re walking through today—stress at home, a deep loss, or even health struggles—remember the “kernel.” A.W. Tozer once said, “It is doubtful whether God can bless a man greatly until He has hurt him deeply.” Sometimes God allows us to be broken so new life can spring up.

Ask Him to help you die to fear, to personal ambition, to the pull of popularity or riches. Pray for courage to love others even when it’s risky, and to stand for truth like Charlie Kirk and so many others who planted their lives as seeds. Come alongside those carrying the weight of loss—whether it’s a grieving friend or a missionary family on the field. Your hidden seed, sown in tears, will never stay buried. God multiplies what we surrender.

Jesus promises, “Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me.” (John 12:26). The harvest is certain—more souls reached, more lives transformed, more joy than you can imagine.

So here’s the challenge: what “kernel” will you let fall this week? Share it in the comments—we’d love to encourage one another as we plant together.

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Worrier to Warrior

Mother Teresa, Billy Graham, and William Carey are all names etched in hearts of people for being great men and women of God. But they all had one thing in common. They all went through the dark tunnels of life where they asked the question most of us ask: “Why, God, Why?” The Bible talks about one famous warrior who asked the same question – Gideon.

Judges 6:12-13 (NIV)– When the angel of the Lord appeared to Gideon, he said, “The Lord is with you, mighty warrior. “Pardon me, my lord,” Gideon replied, “but if the Lord is with us, why has all this happened to us? Where are all his wonders that our ancestors told us about when they said, ‘Did not the Lord bring us up out of Egypt?’ But now the Lord has abandoned us and given us into the hand of Midian.”

God’s Call and Gideon’s Condition
If you and I were in God’s place we would’ve reserved title “mighty warrior” or “mighty man of valor” to the world’s most successful war survivor, or the captain of the United States Armed Forces. But when God called Gideon, he was indeed in sad condition, trying to bring some bread to his family before the Midianites came and ransacked everything.

God’s Call in God’s Timing
God’s call to Gideon was not exactly the right timing in our eyes. We would’ve waited for the most opportune time, such as after a major war was won, to bestow this medal of honor. But when God called Gideon, he was anything but a warrior. Scattered across the Bible are many such instances. Abram was called Abraham (father of nations) when he had no children; Moses was called to lead Israelites when he was most drained in life after being in Midian for 40 years. God often calls people to do his work, in God’s perfect timing.

God’s Call to an active Gideon
Often we hear people say that they will serve God when God tells them to serve. But we see when God called Gideon, he wasn’t just sitting idly waiting for God to suddenly appear out of the sky to appoint him. Gideon was doing the best he can do, improvising the situation, and trying to protect what belonged to him. He was aware of the enemy’s tactics and he was also aware of the enemy’s weaknesses. He knew that if he threshed wheat (which is supposed to be done in an open field) in a winepress (a low ground with sticky stuff all around), the enemy wouldn’t bother coming there. So in that sense, he was unknowingly being a warrior. If you want God to use you for a greater purpose, start with what you have already. Begin investing in the talents you have, work hard on serving God’s people in the smaller roles.

God’s Call that seemed sarcastic
The Angel of the Lord (which is interpreted by Bible scholars as Christ himself) coming and calling a scared, dejected and worn out Gideon a mighty warrior might seem sarcastic to us. Some may even consider it insulting. But Gideon understood that this was no ordinary man talking with him. Gideon’s response starts with “Pardon me, my Lord.” Gideon had the mindset even in his pain to understand the one talking with him was here for a purpose. If you are going through pain and the Lord comes to you with a gentle whisper, perhaps a word from the Bible, a thought in the night when your pillows are drenched with tears, don’t ignore Him. Allow the Lord to impart his divine plan into your life.

Gideon’s Response – A Cry of Desperation
Gideon’s response to God was not a statement of one who had no faith, or a statement of one trying to question God. Rather it was a cry of desperation from a man who was trying so hard to hold on God’s Word when everything around him was failing. His land was being ravaged, hope was fading, yet he still believed God was there—in that very moment and situation. He asked the honest, raw questions many of us carry deep inside. If you’re struggling too, know this: God isn’t angry at your doubts or questions. He’s listening, waiting to hear your heart. In fact,  the Lord came and sat next to you, just to hear you share your heart. Speak openly to Him and let the Holy Spirit guide you. The answers may not come all at once, or in the way you expect, but God is sovereign—and when He gives you direction, it’s always for your good.

Gideon’s Reaction – Jehovah Shalom
Judges 6:24 (NLT)- “And Gideon built an altar to the Lord there and named it Yahweh-Shalom (which means “the Lord is peace”)”. Gideon named the place Jehovah Shalom— not after the battle was won, but after he had an encounter with God. This commonly known name of God was birthed in the midst of utter chaos and confusion by a man who was called a warrior when he was infact a worrier. One encounter with God changed his perspective on things and caused him to put on the armor of faith.

Hall of Fear to Hall of Faith
Gideon is mentioned in Hebrews 11, the famous “Hall of Faith” chapter, which highlights Old Testament figures who lived by faith and were used mightily by God — despite their flaws, fears, and failures.

Hebrews 11:34 “And what more shall I say? For time would fail me to tell of Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, of David and Samuel and the prophets—who through faith conquered kingdoms, enforced justice, obtained promises, stopped the mouths of lions, quenched the power of fire, escaped the edge of the sword, were made strong out of weakness, became mighty in war, put foreign armies to flight.”

Personal Story
Our dear daughter Hannah was an example of one who held on to her faith till the very end. Despite going through 9 years of physical ailments and sickness she loved the Lord, served her Master, until He called her home to her eternal rest at the tender age of 16.

Life Application
Gideon asked the question I’ve asked—maybe you have too: “If the Lord is with us, why has all this happened?” That wasn’t a complaint or something that questioned God’s existence. It was the kind of question that comes when your heart is in pieces and heaven feels silent. I don’t think God was offended by it. He didn’t correct Gideon. He didn’t even answer the “why.” Instead, He told him what to do next. “Go in the strength you have… Am I not sending you?” It wasn’t the answer Gideon asked for, but it was the one he needed. And somehow, that was enough for him to take a trembling step forward.

Maybe you’re asking “Why, God?” right now—I still do sometimes. And it doesn’t make you faithless. It makes you real. What I’m learning is this: God may not always explain the pain, but He’s still in it with us. He still speaks. And when He gives you even a whisper of what to do next, that’s your lifeline. You may not understand everything, but if you have His presence and one next step—you have enough. Take it. Not because you feel strong, but because He is stronger. Not because you know what’s ahead, but, as the song writer says, because you know that the One who holds tomorrow is the One who holds your hand.

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